tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9075597270957694606.post4095239578264857386..comments2023-10-14T08:44:40.104-07:00Comments on Thoughts of a Mood Swinger: Being manic... An extract from my bookCliveWildhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08969854802631064655noreply@blogger.comBlogger7125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9075597270957694606.post-69082426216168942952015-06-23T00:45:11.198-07:002015-06-23T00:45:11.198-07:00I am always manic these days rushing around like a...I am always manic these days rushing around like a mad man and its causing me to make mistakes at work its really getting me down Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9075597270957694606.post-41195580235009848902013-06-07T19:10:03.700-07:002013-06-07T19:10:03.700-07:00I've been singing so loud for the past two yea...I've been singing so loud for the past two years, which I'm not normally able to do as I can be pretty shy but I've had about.. 6 drinks. By myself and wanting to cut and just fuck with people. well.. its more that I just dont give a fuck, If they are uncomfortable.. I really dont care. What do I do when I feel like this. I feel like a small par tof me that I barley even care about knows I shoudltn feel like this.<br />Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9075597270957694606.post-49428893817324157582013-06-07T19:07:58.877-07:002013-06-07T19:07:58.877-07:00I'm feeling very manic right now.... I don'...I'm feeling very manic right now.... I don't know who to talk to..Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9075597270957694606.post-91677130653710530742013-05-20T22:53:47.687-07:002013-05-20T22:53:47.687-07:00I am a manic bipolar person who talks to anyone wh...I am a manic bipolar person who talks to anyone who I know likes me. I make them laugh and feel good, but for myself I cant be happy or know what it means. Ive thought about killing myself twice and tried once with alchohol from stress. Luckily I havnt been depressed more then about the 3 times. I thought about my children and when the psychiatrist told me I could wind up brain dead if I took all my meds at one time, I never considered it again. Im 72 now and I was diagnosed bipolar when I was 50 after trying to hurt someone. My childhood was a mess getting into trouble and being sent away for bad behavior. If my parents were alive when I was diagnosed, they would have understood why I was bad all those years. I am just manic now, and cant be helped anymore. I spend money on stupid things I don't need and trade cars in for different colors almost every year. If that's the worst things I do, so be it!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9075597270957694606.post-1885799429753802592013-04-11T13:32:42.713-07:002013-04-11T13:32:42.713-07:00I'm in the process of writing my story, I am B...I'm in the process of writing my story, I am Bi-Polar and have been on the wrong medication for the last 10 years. You r so right, unless u r a manic person, you can't truly understand it. It is a silent illness ever present and affects you and those around you.Glenahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11930747875047603594noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9075597270957694606.post-541810843537426212012-07-24T17:51:19.225-07:002012-07-24T17:51:19.225-07:00Thanks I have been through some of these before an...Thanks I have been through some of these before and think I am experiencing some of them now and have been for about 2 months. I have no insurance so I can not get back on my meds that will take the racing thoughts as I out it away. I dont have alot of money but when I am supposed to be putting half of it away for a payment I end up spending it on BS.OMG you hit almost everything on the head for me, a few things I dont do, buty for the most I canrelate.Anonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-9075597270957694606.post-49114357586172878602009-03-20T09:15:00.000-07:002009-03-20T09:15:00.000-07:00Thank-you for being so honest. I hate it when peop...Thank-you for being so honest. I hate it when people say they "wish they were manic sometimes." I'm not bipolar but I've worked with dozens of teenagers who are. It's so hard for them to adjust to the thought of life balancing their ups and downs. I'm a wheelchair user so I guess it grates the same nerve when people say, "I wish I had one of those."<BR/><BR/>Great post!Anonymousnoreply@blogger.com